Kung Fu Panda 2 ☺

I thought i needa my sleep but turn out I'm waking up superr early -.-
Sis sick and i pretty well couldn't get much sleep in the night .
Not with her constant coughing and screaming , YES . SCREAMS .

anw , meet-the-parent session was a complete waste 0f time .
And our dear principal , is being total bitchy with her speech .
And emphasising on how BADLY we've done . URGH . BITCHY BARTENDER .
Headed t0 hub t0 catch Kungfu Panda 2 after that with Lazy pig .



Da bao's soooooo cute when his a baby ! XD
Awesome show yeah , INNER PEACE . HAHAHAH
thanks pig for sending me home uh . ☺
And as usual , i fall asleep right after i went home shower ,
pretty tired max "/

Was considering if i shouldd go back to workk .
For the favour of mojojojo consistently calling me backk .
Shall plan my work schedule if i have the time then !

Today's Monday and mostly sec 4s are back to sch for their O's .
Whereas I'm staying at home which , is both a good and bad thing .
Whyy ?? cause I'm left alone with the mu lao hu of mine and thats a bad thing .
She'll start crapping and so on with me 'bout the human life .
this time round ..... she told me i should follow her footpath ;
Getting married at the age of 21 !? and giving birth t0 the first child at 22 !?
OHH PLEASE . NO WAY .
I've told her i wouldn't want to get married before and she was like "ok" .
Nooow ?? Gahh . not like i hate being without a company but i kind of like the way where i enjoy life at certain times myself , venture round the worldd ..
blahblahblah . And IF i were to REALLY FOLLOW ,
WELL , in 5 years time i'll get married and that thought kind of SUCKK MUCHH .
My freedom would pretty well be DOOM and i'll spent my life mostly with the next partner . and i've many things undone esp venturing round the world ^^
Haish , guess im just a weirdo . HAHAHAH

Shentosa

Since its a half day or so called start of holiday ,
spending some time relaxing is something thats needed ! Haha !
Headed down sentosa for a sun-tanning session with 'masha laoda' and 'tie ban' !
Get myself a good shiokk sunburn ~ *ouchhhh*
have a fun time yo ! (^○^)




30th is comming ! Those taking O's , Jiayous ahhh !
}so relieved i've taken it last year so i wont have to worry bout it nowwww{ HEHEHE ! :B

250511

Phew . Im lucky . Manage to escape frm panel is a good thing .
Freakinggg tired today , and i really look lik a slut .
Serve me right , punishment for not sleeping the whole night .
Not that i dont want , i cant . And i simply stare into space , literally .
Whole night till my alarm goes off at 5.45am .
Which marks the start of a new day in sch agn . Sch's really a bore !
Esp with 5 PERIODS of intensive HCL daily for 2 FREAKING LONGGG weeks .
Or even up to 8periods $/(!/()-&.$@/@"-""-?.&
But thanks to jinling for chatting with me to kill the time away so i wont fall asleeep ! ><"







Thanks babe ! ☺
Haiya , no matter how we complain also no use ..
for the sake of those taking their O's on the 30th bahh .
Maybe this looooooooooooong sessions of intensive lessons will paid off bahh . m(_ _)m
Jiayous ahhhhhh ! Make your efforts worth it !
And thats not ALL , when others are enjoying their holidays ..................
The sec 4s have to be BACK TO SCH for 2 weeks of lessons , naming 'camp success' .
Schedule for the lessons are out today and guess whatttt daily lessons ended at 4PM for me .
Whyy ? Thanks to Dnt coursework (−_−＃)
Thinking back of how much time i'd spent on dnt , and yet the grades i got for SA1 was freakingly a C5 ,
I really regretted taking this time-consuming subject .

I miss 2010 life . Or maybe lower sec or primary . Wtvr i just dislike 2011 MUCH .
If i could make a choice , i wouldnt wanna enter 2011 .
It suck muchh . Im not making any good progress in study , and i never suceed in the things i wanna archieve .
Heh who ask me fo be born in the human realm ?
Guess life is about not knowing , having to change , taking the moment and making the best of it , without knowing what's going to happen next .
Worse , my brains are bursting with thoughts ..
Thoughts i wished to forgo but it just didnt . All those flashbacks _|_
I were once so foolish , appreciating all the promises you had once made ,
Thinking someday they will be fullfilled . Dream on man .

Half the promises people say were never kept , were never made .
We simply live in a world built on promises constructed by liars .

And , i just rmb what day today is . damn .

Getting really pissed at myself .
I cant stop the disappointments that's arising within myself .
It's hard when the one who used to make me smile all the time , is now the reason i'm crying . I cant deny the feelings I'm still feeling ..
We all have that person that makes us smile just through a text right !??
So what if i didn't get a reply !? hadn't i got used to all this shit ??
I've been a total loser since ystd . damn , long since I'm being 1 .
Aren't i suppose to feel nth at all ?
Like I've been telling to myself , i cant hang on like this anymore !?
Why is it that it's always when the sun sets , the dawn arrives , the stars appear , that all the memories , things you don't wanna thought of anymore etc. haunts you and NOT letting you have a good sleep !? I've had enough . I really don't wanna bother any further . not gonna feel a slight twitch just because everytime i click , its not your name that appears . So on and so forth . Delete my existence . Don't take me for granted . I'm back to the person i used to be . waiting for miracles cause ,
If i surround myself with positivity , i will force a positive outcome . AT LEAST . FTS .

HEHEHEH

Retarded Finn , stop asking how to read older posts that i posted .
PLEASE , for the sake of your retardedness , let me tell you . HAHAH
scroll down to the ARCHIEVES on the right hand side of the blog right under wanted list . just CLICK on WHICHEVER MONTH YOU WANNA READ AND THATS IT .
UNDERSTAND DUDE ???? HAHAHA KIDDING ! ;D

MY Results are alllll out . Sadly , i deproved .
Highest grade was just a B4 .
From 3 Fails to 4 Fails -.-
i passed basically : Hcl , POA , DNT .
AND FAIL LIK ALL THE MAIN SUBJECTS . BLEHH
i wonder how am i gonna tell my mum .
esp when theres meet-the-parent session ... ...
wtvr wtvr , idc . i dont wanna bother either .

study also liddat , dont also liddat ..
the thing im wishing for now , hoping for now ,
reallly reaallly need it now , depriving for it now ,
IS ................ :

SSSSSS LLLLLLLL EEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEE PPPPPPPPPPPP !!!
YES , SLEEP . ANYWHERE ANYTIME ANYPLACE JUST SLEEP .
Urgh , i'll get grumpy if i dont have enough sleep .
even weekend . I HAVE TO GO SCHOOL FOR DNT / TUITION .
IMAGINE the time where i could simpply ;

USE THE INTERNET WHOLE NIGHT
OR !

PARTY ALL NIGHT WIDE AWAKE .
BUT now !? OH pfft , i just need to sleep "/

150511 ☺

Today's school free day .
sound shiok rite ?
But not . cause there's home based learning -.-
Ha wtvr , i'll do only if i've time ltr .
Grandparents and Aunt came to visit us last friday !\m/
they're gonna stay till tuesday .
Went MB ystd . NO FUN AT ALL . see see here and there .
But heh , good time to spent with aunt ^^v







Oh , and did i mention Aunt's cooking was SUPERB .
Btw , happy belated 19th anniversary(14.05.92) to the two sweet birds below ;


Thats the best i could find ;X

130511 ☺

For those who are still mugging your heads down in BOOKS ,
Well , I have sth to tell you . And its ...........

Guess what am i gonna say ... ?????
I'll tell you -

HAHAHAHHAHA ! KIDDING !
But hey , MYE just OVERRRR .
So relax yourself , chill abit !
So directly after our LAST PAPER LAST FRIDAY ,
I headed town with Jen and Jes . Without fail ,
we always had AWESOME fun time !
How awesome ? I'll let the pictures do the saying then ! ☺


















GAhh , im lazy , so here are just some ! ☺

Never say Never ☺

Be it results , the life you wann to lead ,
the people whom you want them to stay by your side forever ,
the people you dont wish to lose , you dont have to die ,
everyone could be happy for life , leaving in peace ,
SO SO SO MANY MILLIONS OF REASONS .

BUT ,

You cant always get what you want .. can you ?

There's many things out there i've tried my very best , really give in .
But what's the outcome ? Dissapointments over and over again .
Give up . Feel like the urge t0 give whenever i fail ,
but i'll only be a loser when i do so . I've already held on for so long . what for yeah ?
But maybe giving up is the best policy when you really have no choice .
Not a single one . At all .
Sometimes it's just the simplest wish that i've asked f0r .
Yet , i guess it's the hardest t0 accomplish is it ?
cause till now , it's left unfulfilled ..
Soon . i'll get through this real soon ..
It's taking up too much 0f my thinking cells . Wayyy tooo much .
Even the first image that pops out when i close my eyes .
Right now , i just feel relieved its exam week ..

Dont be afraid to fail , be afraid not to try .
It does not matter how slowly you go , how long it takes .. Right ?
I've once thought it'll never come true , yet it did .
Though it didn't last long , well at least i've went through it before .
and i've not regretted 'bout my decision i'd made before i fail real bad .
It always seems impossible until its done , you will then feel amazed at how things that you dream-ed/wish-ed f0r can turned t0 reality . impossible is nothing , really . ☺

furst day 0f SA1 and im screwed .
English . HCL . POA .
Especially whn i did study for POA ystd AND
i cant balance a single account today "/
tsk tsk howwww . I dontwanna study for SS ,
i dont wanna memorise .
NOOOOOOOOOOOO D;
CHIONG EVERYBODY . NO WAYY . DONT . NEVER .