Nobody likes the attention to be shared . No one likes to be left out . No one likes the feeling of being alone . And no one likes it when everybody's laughing without you , whispering in each others ears and you're totally ignorant of what's going on ,
going on a date without you .
I loved this guy . His name is called sweet talker . He was a jerk , a liar , he set my heart on fire . Then I found out his real name was actually heart breaker . Gave him my all , got played like a ball . Should have known he's second name was motherfucker .
You've to know someone well before you allow that person to steal your heart away .
A pity as I grow older , I look back and realize how many people I've lost , how much pain I've went through somehow . Growing up sucks .
& anyways , I don't need a perfect relationship , just someone I can be myself and stay comfortable with , have fun , share secrets , no lies , no excuses .
true that I'm not gonna let those mindless things hurt me .

