Wary dejection

Nobody likes the attention to be shared . No one likes to be left out . No one likes the feeling of being alone . And no one likes it when everybody's laughing without you , whispering in each others ears and you're totally ignorant of what's going on ,
going on a date without you .

I loved this guy . His name is called sweet talker . He was a jerk , a liar , he set my heart on fire . Then I found out his real name was actually heart breaker . Gave him my all , got played like a ball . Should have known he's second name was motherfucker .
You've to know someone well before you allow that person to steal your heart away .

A pity as I grow older , I look back and realize how many people I've lost , how much pain I've went through somehow . Growing up sucks .

& anyways , I don't need a perfect relationship , just someone I can be myself and stay comfortable with , have fun , share secrets , no lies , no excuses .

true that I'm not gonna let those mindless things hurt me . 

Nyp open house'13

Ps dated way back to two weeks ago haha . So finally Nyp ain't dead as a log school when open house comes . Earned myself a cca point for helpin' out one day . & those foreign bodies are still as amazin' as ever . Saw Bren in cheerleadin & he sure is swaggin' in there . Their performance was a disappoint though . Mui , violet , qian , jian , wen , lynn , san drop by to ask me for a tour & so I toured them . Pastamania afterfor light dinz before I head home for dinz againn . btw did I mention that Naomi Neo was advertising for our school in her blog ha ha wonder how much the school paid her to do so 

can't be compared w Pizzat hut's one