Friday, November 07, 2014

Last Chapter

What brings me back to this space was the thought that I couldn't just abandon this space that've filled with 4yrs worth of memories as of now . So I'll continue penning on this space as much as I still can & wants to .

S N A P P I N G back to reality from the very-much-well-spent-2-months-hols needless to say was the toughest decision to make after close to 8 months of not touching any books , not to mention homework/projects/assignments/presentations/due dates . . . 
Now that the last chapter of poly finally began , pretty damn clear graduation day gonna fly in super fast or to make it sounds longer , 17 weeeeks .
On the bright side ! the last sem finally grants me the chance to be in the same class as my clique 4 although .. --- Modules wise aren't very bright though . When all your classes revolves 'round CODECODINGCODES . There's even one asking me to create an android app & the other an IOS app ( apparently IOS is easier ) . Trust me I'm a programmer #whodoIkid . 
To sum up , I'm stuck between bein' excited that I'm graduating soon & not looking forward to my graduation . Period .

Yeap , I chopped my hair . 
The hairdresser was like " Girl , what happen to you . Relationship problems ah ? " 
If you've seen the length of my hair you'd know why .

Oh well , most probly the most impulse decision I've made in 2k14 .
Needa sort out my photos before I could actually upload them . By now . most of you should alr know my phone undergo a very dramatic plastic surgery ( FEEL MY PAIN AT ALL THE LOST OF DATA simply 'cause it's genius owner did not back up ) so lesser visuals for the next few updates & that is only the starting adventure of my hols HAHAHA .

Stay tuned , xo



Thursday, November 06, 2014

Difference

the differences between the one who wants to be with you and the one doesn't .


following adapted snippets below couldn't feel any realer  .


They say I'm a coward that if I love him so deeply , why am I not making the first move .
That's what they say
They say why am I so dumb to let him slip through my fingers in the first place .
That's what they say
They say why am I living in denial for the past two years .
That's what they say
They say I'm so stupid to hold on to that grass among the other millions .
That's what they say


On a side note , I'm back from the unannounced really loooong hiatus HA
The past 6 months have been filled with many turns of emotional roller coaster rides .
Shall update on them soon . Promised X