Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Don't hate me xoxo

Ok so hi guys, This is my first time doing this & it feels so girlish (still can't believe I'll do this sorta things) but ohwell. Am i suppose to intro first? I've known her since 2006 and seen her through her puberty process from a pony-tail girl to the strong fine young lady now. Technically I'm her bestfriend/buddy/lover/chauffeur/&anytermsyoucouldactuallythinkof.

So apparently there's this blogger SY loves to visit and there's this post on her blog she WON'T stop reading repeatedly & tell me about it.(I'm pretty sure she can memorize 3/4 of it's content by now)
Some of you might have read it I suppose? So I thought, "Ok! Let me do something similar." while she dump me here alone for school after I've touched down while in the process of healing the jetlag. THEN AGAIN, I'm not totally sure how should I do this. Now no don't get me wrong. I'm not her boyfriend or second love that sort. Say I do 20 facts about her? Here you go

1. She loves Elmos & unicorns & Jumbos but do not have much collection of them in her room. She have PLENTY of care(BEARS) instead idk why...
These are only part of it.

2. After many ups & downs she have a mere below average trust percentage for guys. So if you're her close guy friend, be honored. (For Example: ME ) cause apparently to her most guys are jerks and simple-minded.

3. She can never stand reptiles & cats & dogs. Basically animals. Those mentioned ones are just the type she will literally scream at the sight of them. Though she did broke the boundaries of getting near dogs.

4. She's a complete idiot when it comes to relationship imo. Seeing her getting in and out of relationships on the line of serious and playful getting hurt and wounded or happy and satisfied over the years trying to get over that particular someone deep down within her that she's trying yet not hard enough to forget. She won't listen when the whole world already asked her to move on, for a guy that she herself let go 3yrs ago.(fun fact: I got rejected 7 times. Uh huh, tell me about it) So take your queue number guys.

5. An extrovert with a slight bit of introvert (at times she loves self-alone time), she's a weirdo but that's what makes her one-of-a-kind. Sometimes I really don't get the things she do.
Who in the right mind will make sucha cake for their brother's 21st..? She will.

6. There's actually a chargeable laughing gas tank within her. She laughs at EVERYTHING (non-stop. Though obviously she laughed lesser now compared to the past when she's always surrounded by people she love). It's this laughter that brings joy to everybody though. So when it comes to a day you see her not smiling, something is very wrong.

7. Her favorite show will be Kdramas. Let me share a secret, she cry's every single time if she's watching a good one. Their story line relates to her life situation pretty much. Especially when she's a girl that loves cuddles and surprises.

8. She's really impatient. So don't beat around the bush when you wants to tell/ask her stuff. She might just ignore you. Different case when you're a friend she cares alot, cause trust me, she's an epic good listener.

9. Don't ask her to choose either. She's fickle minded & hate to make choices. In fact. She always screw them up.

10. She's always busy with everything(emails, appointments, meet-ups, photoshoots, projects, assignments, parties, life, many etc. Book her MINIMUM at least 1 month in advance 😑) & have really poor time management. She can ends up not attending for a photoshoot/meetup/appointment, forgetting to submit her promised projects etc. (it became my duty to remember things for her over the years) & she's always late. Give her at least 30mins buffer time if you're meeting her.

11. She loves the nature very much! Of the blue and greens and sun and clouds. She dislike rain though. You know what she's doing when she suddenly disappears in the midst of an adventure. Yes, snapping photos away. Mention of that, 

12. She loves taking photos. She finds great joy while doing so. Especially taking candid shots. Yes, including the UNGLAM ONES. Hit her up if you're finding for freelance photographers. (If you don't mind your unglam being taken HAHAHA)

13. Ever since she enter college, her believe that friends are true decline at rapid speed. What broke this believe is the selfish mind of these souls. (she isolate herself most of the time If I'm not wrong?). You're definitely on her unwantedfriendlist if you're arrogant, self-centered, betrayer kinda person. Don't get on her mean side, she's a Leo.

14. Her life ain't all rainbows and pixie dusts. She'd been through hell and worse

15. Absolute food lover on the way to bein' a vegan. Remember: Strictly no eggs, less meat more veg, double straw, chili, more potatoes, plenty chocolate, always coke. Summarized = good food.

16. Handmade stuffs are her thing over flowers(unless it's baby breath def not roses btw) and presents(unless shoes).

17. You'll know her favorite color from her social name ---> @purpledidino 
I'm not sure if monochrome are her new found colors, her wardrobe is mostly monochrome though. (Guess I need to find out when she have the damn time to catch up with me before my vacation is over 😌)

18. Home-cooked food x10000 > non-home-cooked food (always)

19. She's a night owl. Don't expect her to go ungrumpy with you early morn.

20. She hates school more than anything else. But you'll be surprise she loves writing . Those uncountable draft entry posts.... And many diary entries. Sometimes she just didn't wish to post them up.) & reading! (from her whole collection of detective manga to Chinese novels to fav novels she bought back from Taiwan to mysterious/detective English fiction to sci-fi non-fiction .) she used to find high and low just to finish every book from Nancy Drew and hardy boys series. On a side note, she secretly believes the existence of aliens and wishes to hi-five them one day. (It's actually under her bucket-list believe it or not).

Doing this could be so exhausting. See you in a few hours time babe, love you. 


Friday, November 14, 2014

Rants

When was the last time I actually truly rant . I'm suffocating .
Of all three sibling it's only me WHY me WHY me WHY ?! Oh so now bein' the middle child I have to take down whatever blamesinsultsaccuses cast on me ? "Yes , I'm at fault" "Yes I did that , I'm Sorry" R E A L L Y . I used to be totally fine taking down all the blame 'cause I pretty much couldn't stand my kins bein' the one suffering . But years after years you see , the tolerance level reaches a limit especially when all the negatives magnify by triple . Now you get a rough idea how much I've endured the past 13 years ?
Today was one of the 'worser' days of my many bad days . It's one of the rare days I stood up so boldly just to confront or T R Y knocking some sense into that bitch that gave me two(hardest one so far) tight slaps early friday morning . wtf . Those accuses & insults are the culprits that trigger it . I took the longest possible way to school head bending as low as possible 'cause those tears need some self-alone time for once . ( Piece of advice , just skip school the next time you have a really really bad morning . You'll feel horrible for the rest of the day you practically won't have the mood at all .) Reached school one hour earlier before class start taking this time for myself to calm down . The rest of the day felt extremely miserable . I have to pretend nothing happened & make sure no one noticed . I have to plant an ultra fake smile to cover up puffy sore eyes & make sure I'm that happy-go-lucky-girl like any other day . Not like it's not worse enough - Friday classes were long hours & time pass by slower than the usual . & my eyes were really really painful . Y'know that-eyesore/dryness-eveytime-after-you-cry . It's not that I love keeping all these shit to myself it's just hard to find that somebody that can totally relate you or after I found , I couldn't bear troubling them or I'll be not in the mood to tell them or get them to pity me or get their mood ruined too . So the amount of bullshits I have to go through myself accumulate day by day I might BOOMZ anytime . One of the thoughest days indeed . There's so much more but sorry , the eyes battery warning signal is up .