心里突然一阵一阵的在痛着

心里突然一阵一阵的在痛着 ... No idea how exactly I should phrase what's goin' through me now . Ok yes I'm weird so that's y me need someone to be there foe me . Fuck this feelin' of bein' unwanted by everyone esp. your family & love ones . dosen't feeel write to blabber it down here so zipp . whatever .

Been a hiatus since the last post . Time flies as fast as the hummingbird flaps it's wings . & wow, I was still thinkin' I'd have all the time in the world to do my stuff . Meh . Just got back from botanicgardens(again) after a chi-chat-get-along-bonding-picnic-session w/ nypcohuqin . Feeel leftout or rather yes I'm bein' leftout so kinda a bad idea to go today .

soli soli we're pigs

& 井底之蛙 me just know there's a circleine stop for botanic garden . HAHAHAH

feeelin' really happy for my dear jesphne in finally finding her love .

Let's last them loooooooooooooong tgt ok ? :')

ok bye I'm tired ai kun now nightzxc