▌▌for a rewind ◄◄

Everything's happening so fast . As if a fortnight's event fast-forwarding over a night .

Tell me what to do now 'cause I really 've got no idea .

I ain't your cup of tea , trust me .

Thousands of chances given being turned down now you want them back again .
It's been a good more/less 10months ,
so bloody long that I've forgotten how's it like to be loved .
How a hug feels so cozy , sending warmth throughout my body .
It's been tooo dang long my dear .
I pushed you at the far back of my mind & why did you return now ?
Re-playing the scenes all over again a year back .
I'm not an option for you boy .
You should've been clear when you made the decision back then .
When you really pushed me far away from your world .
When you turned down all the chances when I try to mend things back so badly .

Late night cries Hopes being crushed Promises being broken Heart being shattered .

Tell me how can I ever trust you again . Will a chance really help .. ?
If a chance is given to you , will you make the r/s like how is it in The Notebook ... ?
You can't  , can you . 'cause nobody can .

Maybe you ain't to be blame , I am to be blame . 
I just can't trust myself .
I just have no faith in myself anymore .

I want to be far far far far away .
Far away to forget 'bout the happenings that are happening .
Far away to kill all my emotions dead .
I can't give any promises . I'm not the girl I used to be .

I'm no diff to a biatch . So give up will you ?

I'll only let you suffer .