Showing posts with label #seagames2015 #thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #seagames2015 #thoughts. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 13, 2016

oh wow, hello September.


This is wow . the last time i log in and posted a post is almost 10 months ago.

But hello there, I'm back & this time , decided to be a lil' hardworking and 'renovate' this lil' space .

I kinda ended 2015 on a wrong note with an unhealthy decision i made & so the start of 2016 was one hella ride for me all the way till now , 2016 is almost ending . but i made a promise to myself i need to clear these pile of mess before christmas , before a new year start . it's about time i start on a clean , healthy , brand new chapter of my adulthood.

Throughout this year , people come , people go - drifting in and out of my life , almost like characters in a favourite book . when you finally close the cover , the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book , complete with new characters and new adventures . then you find yourself focusing on the present ones , not the ones from the past . so i deeply appreciate and thankful to those that stayed and helped me out through this tough period . i promise i'll come back even stronger .

Saturday, June 13, 2015

Mid year kinda update

Wassup readers (if there's still any left)

Life's been a shit hole ever since idk when and it continues that way . I'm struggling in between to live or not every damn day .

I left my workplace that I'm comfortably in and am still mind searching for another job why I said mind searchig cause mentally I'm telling myself I need a job but I'm not doing anything bout it . Currently indulging myself with 16workinghrs/day all in for #Seagames2015 la guys .

In less than a months time I'll be starting school and that kinda suck . I'm not even ready yet . Currently left with 6 days to conclude some answers for some life changing decisions and I haven't gotten a clue on what would I choose yet . Either way it's not gonna be easy and I'm still thinkig .

& tfi , I hope you're happier in wherever you are rn . I hope you feel a tad bit of guilt for abandoning me for your own happiness . Hopefully at least , remember you still have a sister that once rely on you for mental support but you left her hanging there all by herself now 

I'm trying . To be alive .