Monday, February 17, 2014

Viva ! 24-25 Jan 2014

Viva ! A Biannual nyp musical production . Tears , joy , laughter , gossip , stress all-in-one journey . The only thing that's worth reminiscing is most prob the week we spent in esplanade . It's just the feeling ymy . Though we were probably isolated on the ground floor and not mingle around win the rest. One of the best part of all the intensive is most or only getting to see my fav dancer 😬
The stage lightning were far too amazing . I snapped lotsa photos but but but idk this is the nth time I'm saying this , I fucking delete the while album in my phone yes fuck me . So I only left with a minute of those that can make do to my mistake . Worse of all , those I snapped with my fellow pals . Damn
Oh another fucking mistake I did was not pressing the freaking record button when I'm trying to record everybody's faces after the show . I swear I hated my phone to infinity on that very day .

Thankful for all my friends that came down , the elmo , flowers , chocolates , gifts and those in the second day which I didn't able to meet up with , those that came but couldn't see a shit , big thank you , I'm truly grateful .

Went up to the stage in the last day and that feelin was amazeeeeeing. With an audience to 2000+ , most prolly a dream come true .

Tuesday, February 04, 2014

I beg for mercy

Somebody please put an end to this torture misery's doing to me . I can't and I don't know how to find the solutions to it . Idk how to ask for help . Idk who to turn to . When can these nightmares stop . When can all these horrible nights come to an end . It's been a long time since insomnia consume me .
God , just let me get over this phrase of life that's spiraling me into insanity . Save me .

And P.S. I think I can be one of the best candidates for stress management