MYE are likk less thann a week and what am i doing ?
Not even studying and having a single urge to even do so , please ! x.x
If only i wont feeel sleepy everytime i reached home , bathed .
Cause i simply took out my book to start my revision , i feel lik sleeping -.-
Haish , forever not enough slepp huh ? ;S
Gahh , This week's not starting good alrightt . As usual , as predicted .
After 1 week of time with the non existence of you ,
I tot i'd moved on , apparently , NOT .
Just wth am i still writing ? "/
just cause i feel lik so eh .. 44th one . Wow .
Even im feeling impressed at the amt of things i could write bout everyday ;
what's with the up and down just because .....
Ok stop . No more . So be it then . I'd tried my best already .

AND GUESS WAT ?
I just found out HULK , you're tgt withhh her worhh .
Heh , no comments but woah thats fast .
And you being able to ditch CLB just for a xx day newbie . Well ....
Me totally being right for calling you a playboy . Un-intentionally .
Ok , none of my business . I have no idea why im reacting so big too .
Guess im zaelous or feeling unfair ..?
Hey you were once the guy i drool over too kayy . Zzzz
So its neutral im acting all-so-pissed when im not really .
Life's unfair anw , and theres no such thing as a fair game in life .

Urgh ! Ok from now on , im being a total loser if i were to drop another tear for someone agn . Ever .
Be it Gabrello , JB , Hulk , mum , dad , Finn or whoever shit . Enough is enough .

Btw , doris lim not gonna letting me take care award cause of
my A forms , offences , conducts , attitude blah blah blah wtvr shit . Sui bian lo ~

I . HAVE . TO . STUDY .

Happy Easter

Tuition now , boring , sad life .
Long weekend gone , which marks a new week tmr .
Which also marks the nearing of SA1 . The nearing of O's .
Ahhhhh the stress again.
Nobody will believe this but yeah I'm getting care award tmr .
Know why ? Cause I FILLED up my donation card . Yes $155 !
BUT , obviously it's not by my will , mrs lim has indirectly FORCE me to .
Reason because I went overseas twice -.- wtshit right ..

Ah , Jiayous people . CHIONG ahhh
And oh , happy easter ! ;D

Co

3 days ago , 1110 , the day weve been working so hard for finally came .
2 days ago , 1745 , the day where we know what weve work so hard for had paid off .

YUPPSY , MFCO , we got a GOLDDD ;D
We'd break the silver-streak chain tgt with MFCD !
Alll the long hours of practices , the time we'd sacrifice for just this 15mins of fame .
We did it , We made it , We gave in our best shot to what we'd recieve .
Sec 4s , time for us to step down .
All the fun times we had in performances , exchange ,
partys , camps , practices , dazu ,
and especially the unforgettable taiwan trip dec'10 .
Juniors , you guys gotta work hard , to maintain the gold !
or higher , you guys can do it rite ? ;)
i'll miss the times , i'll miss zls , i miss how we are being scolded etc.

mum's back tmr

Gahhh mum's gonna be back tmr ..
Slacking and peaceful life gone ,
imagine the moment i open my eyes in the morning and first thing i saw is her -.-
Haishhhh , when can her stubborn mindset of hers change ..
大人永远搞不懂我们的内心世界啊 ..

SYF in threee days ! ><"
monday and tuesday gonna chionggg ah .
Gonna skip whole day of school durng wed ;X
Wonder how im gonna adapt after SYF , sudden pop out of free time im gonna had ~
and how im gonna miss having fun with everyone uhhhh :(
MFCO jiayous ah !

ystd flea

Awesome day ystd was alright !
Though i had to went back to sch for co ..
Last sat prac before SYF arrive . Zomg the tension comingg .
Hopefully all our hard work's paid off please .
Then had an hell funn laughing/chit chat session with the awesome seniors of mine ;D
Okkkay , didint chat longg :( cause gotta rush home to wash up to meeet Jen ☺
Sooooooo by the time i reach hime washed up , changed , im super late :P
Well , actually i did it on purpose lahhh , needa let her try her own medicine riteee ?
Hahah kidding !
Woots so i had an night out with her to town for flea .
Bought nth from there , scape's flea nvr really had much stuff .
But the smell of town on a weekend with the atmosphere just feels so nice yo !
Head downn to Botak Jones after that for dinner !
and before we realise , its alr 9PM . Why must time flies so fast when we're havingg funn :'/
Hahah didnt have much appetitde but ordered their fish and chips anw .
Know sth ? Their fishh is totally heaven pleaseeee ;O super fresh .
We simply left a whole plate of fries there untouched . What a wastee luhhss .
Time didnt give us the chance to continue have fun , so , yeah , home time "/




















Oh ! Did i mentioned i got caught for drinking KOI by those petrolling guard ?
My expression was epic and JENNYSEET just cant stop teasing me . Hahah !

Well , a day that i had total fun screaming , laughing , crapping just ended lik this .
A day for me to forget about all the realities in life , sorrows , the stress , and the whole chunk of hws left undone .
A day where i could have peace not seeing my mum , hearing her naggings .
And a day i'd not think bout you . Not allowing you to invade my thoughts anymore .
Yeahh , its impossible , and useless by just saying , but at least ive tried .
I guess . I shall and i will stand up strong once more . am i ?
Heh , 不管人生有多么艰困 , 成长的路有多少挫折 , 我们都要好好活下去 yea ? :')

so many things to do yet so little time

Co again . GAhhh . might n0t blog much recently . Busy shit .
there's so little time , so many things t0 d0 . Damn it .
W0nder when am i g0nna start studying . haish .
Life is too short to worry about the little things .
Life is short , live it . L0ve is rare, grab it. Anger is bad, dump it .
Fear is awful, face it. Memories are sweet, cherish them .
Enjoy life, cry only in happiness, and don't let people bring you down .

STRESS

It's alm0st half a year . half 0f my sec 4 life gone .
d0nt now if its a good thing or bad thing .
Imagine the pain when we have t0 leave all our friends and start a whole
new journey 0f our next part 0f life .
STRESS .
Feeling stressful nowww !
Feeling the pressure , the stress stirring up f0r O's now .
Guess its a good thing im feeling that way ..?
URGHHHH ! why must we take exams , why must studies exist ?
Okkay , actually im fine with studying , but its my mum thats pressing me too hard .
The teachers as well , they ought to chill abit . and n0t pressiung us .
Just look at the loads 0f hws we have everyday T.T
yeah , i said i wanna numb myself with stuff , but hws n0t the best ch0ice uh .
Received the timetable f0r SA1 , DANG , 14papers in 8days ,
such a short period 0f time . and t0 think im left with 2weeks t0 study . Zzz
Have t0 submit DNT's cutting and material list BY NEXT WEEK as well .
Groans , DNT really is a subject that took up l0t 0f time .
AH , 0h well . its a subject that's easy t0 score as well .
PROVIDED , you've d0ne it c0rrectly . im used t0 l0ving chinese ,
heh , but now , i kinda hated it . Oh , and why must we have so many
language periods in a week ? alm0st everyday im having english D;
Hating myself , hate myself f0r being so weak , hate my leg f0r aching so much .
i'd simply walked the whole 3 rounds 0f 2.4 t0day . when i run , my leg's aching pain .
hate myself f0r n0t being able t0 run lik i used t0 last time .
I hate this . i wanna run like i used t0 . i wanna be back t0 myself again .
AHHHH , adding tuition t0 my calender and now MONDAY-SUNDAY ,
NONE 0f it is my free day . MY WEEKEND GONEEE .. Wtshit ahhhhh ~
Cant wait f0r 20/04 t0 be over . yupp ,SYF .
Co is a contributi0n t0 my time taken away as well .
H0pefully we'll get good results ah ! t0 think 0f the hardwork we've put it .
5 more days ! Hang on there ! ~
Hating mum f0r having such high expectations on me .
Hate it when she compared me with 0thers , with all her friends children .
C0me on mum , im myself , i cant change who i am .
I'm perfect in my imperfections , happy in my pain , str0ng in my weaknesses ,
beautiful in my own way , I am, after all, Just Me.
N0thing less nothing more, Just simple and ordinary life .
My rules, my way, my condition, my style, my life, my world .
My life's been a t0tal messed up in 2011 , many ups and downs ,
having t0 take care 0f my sis juggle up with my studies stuff like that .
Nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes the person you want most,
is the person you're best without ..
Y0u have t0 give in , f0r the best 0ut 0f him .
I really need sth t0 stree myself 0ut , im gonna explode soon
if things continue like this .
Guess a night out partying with friend is a good idea huh ?
PARTYING PARTYING YEAH ! LOLLLL

Embrace today people , be stronger than you were yesterday .
Face your fears and wipe your tears .
Be STRONG sinyei . YES STAY STRONG . MOVE ON IN LIFE .
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST . EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED .

130411

ROWRRR , im n0t being myself lately ,
AND IT SUCK TTM . HATE THAT KIND OF FEELING MUCHHH .
Been sh0uting at sis f0r the sake 0f d0ing it ,
thr0wing temper at bro , attituding mum ,
acting all s0 weirdly , retadedly , unreasonably etc.
And is because 0f the way im behaving causes me the l0ss
0f friendship i used t0 treasure sooooooooooo much .
h0pefully im in time t0 catch up the mistake i've made .
Im sorry people , bear with me . PERIOD .
Sorry Finn , YF , Emily , Abigail , WD and my l0vely sunday gang .
sorry f0r n0t meeting y0u guys recently , Im too caught up .
I'll go this sunday alrightt , so stopp spamming my c-box ah ! HAHAH !
being you guys was awesome ;)
Sorry #1 , #2 , #3 .
i didnt mean t0 be mean , its just that , i havent move on .
it'll be super unfair if i were t0 agree , im lying t0 myself .
Really sorry , im being a t0tal bitch huh ? Friends f0rvever alright ?
Sorry my BFFs , f0r being so irritating and weird and annoying ,
i'll be silent and stopp my crapps ah !
mum's driving me reallly mad kay , cant wait for her t0 say byebye this friday .
sadly this time she never bring sis al0ng , she's been a pain in the ass lately .
She's sick and im assigned t0 take care 0f her !? -.-
But her cough's really bad , a bad thing f0r me being unable t0 sleep in peace .
Having night mares sucks big time , it reminds you 0f h0w true reality is .
It can make you jolt up fr0m y0ur sleep in the middle 0f nowhere .
And its also the reality that reminds me 0f what day t0day is .
Shitty . Ha .. what shld i name it ..?
F0rget it , im n0t suppose t0 think b0ut it anymore .
We simply just have to accept the fact that some people are gonna remain
staying in our hearts ... even if they d0nt stay in our lives ..

BOth chem and maths test t0day was a t0tal bullshit .
If n0t have been its a relief teacher taking us f0r the maths test ,
i'll bet i'll scored 0 . i really know nth b0ut VECTORS ! D;
someone help me puh-lease .. As f0r chem , let me score 5 marks f0r MCQ
im satisfied enough ! HA !

Co & ChinesDance gonna perf0rm f0r assembly tmr .
Geto skipp 3 periods 0f HCL ! WOOOOOTS :3
HAHA , H0pe everything g0es well ~
SYF is around the corner , 6 more days yo ! HAng on there co ,
cant wait f0r it t0 be 0ver ah ! the shiokness 0f being able t0 step d0wn alr ~

missing you

My favorite part of a relationship is the part where we’re just getting to know each other. The part where I wake up in the morning, and my first instinct is to text or call you to say ‘good morning’. The part where I’m just sitting in class, and suddenly the thought of you strikes my mind out of nowhere, causing me to smile. The part where we talk for hours long on the phone, asking each other questions, telling each other countless stories, and falling asleep together. From the cute nicknames to the constant flirting, I can’t help but feel a spark lighting up. These fresh feelings are what I cherish the most because they’re what keeps me hopeful for the future. -tumblr

28th days . 1 month soon .
total torture but , heh , nth's gonna change .
i take the memories as they come , accepting them all ,
letting them guide me whenever i can ..
Expecting is my favorite crime and disappointment is always my punishment
By giving you my blessings is the 0nly thing i could d0 now .
treat her well , last long .
though it reallyreally hurt much when the truth lays right infront 0f me
and theres nth i could do . but , yeah , ive chose to accept it .
ive chose my path , ive moved on . COOL .

OKKAY , im in a super d0uble dillema NOW ,
its gonna be a hard decision but a decision still have t0 be made .
someone gonna get hurt , life gonna change . give me some time , mom .
you'll know the answer soon .

IM glad , really glad , ive had my friends , my BFFs f0r me .

I MISS YOU LOADS OJB

.. h0w i wish i had the chance again ..

Missing the times 0f the w0rking dayss , the times 0f a busy weekends .
am alone at home still . ha , shhitty .
When did my weekend became so eventful-ess ?
N0t w0rking on saturdays anymore , not going t0 class on sundays ?
N0 more family dinner ...? its been long . way longg .
Its gonna rain again , looking out from my window ,
a scenery 0f calm-ness , peacefulness , quiteness , beauty-ness ,
the gentle breeze blowing , families walking , wifeys keeping the clothes in ,
makes me think bout life again . its just me .
i like t0 day dream , i like t0 stare int0 space , i like t0 think .
Be it h0w lucky i am , h0w unlucky i am , h0w l0nely i am , h0w suck my life is .
crap , again , i cant help but think bout you .
it just pop out 0f nowhere .. and i wonder t0 myself ;
If I ask for you back, would you take that chance?
To be with me, and try to last for eternity ...?
Ha ! Joke . im just self-asking self-answering ,
i'll never have the chance again t0 hear the answer .
0nce again , im judging . 0f simply just h0w unfair it is .
Its better t0 ♥ someone you cant have , then have someone you cant ♥ ..
th0ugh thats n0t the BEST ch0ice one could have ..
ON twitter and furst twit was b0ut YOU . and its highlighted ,
making it the OBVIOUS , making me cant pretend i see nth .
the twit is b0ut somebody out there thinks you're always rich 24/7
wanted t0 reply , but stop myself . cause the one , who posted it ,
Is , the best friend , of the person you like ..
IT sucks . Really sucks . F0r me t0 be so weakk .
the mention 0f y0ur name , the sight 0f y0ur name ,
c0uld make my heart skipped a beat . could make my heart so pain !

ALL THIS ! have t0 end . STARTING now ..
i HAVE t0 stop myself . I HAVE to0 stop thinking .
OR i'll continue suffering f0r the next c0untless years .
URGHHHHHHHHHHHH , damnn it . i hate my life .

when did my life become such a blurr ... ? such a good question huh .

URGH ,

should i call myself dumb or wad ,

sometimes i really d0nt kn0w what im thinking .

why i say that ?

1. i was tooo busy d0ing my stuff yesterday , i didnt n0tice the time and by the time im back t0 reality , its already 6am early m0rning .
2. adding on , i missed my dinner , telling myself i'll eat later . in the end , its left unt0uched
3. STILL adding on , i missed my breakfast cause i was blogging
4. AND , iu totally f0rg0tten , b0ut the fact that i need my sleep . Zzzzz
5. Nvm , decide t0 cook myself f0r lunch and guesss whattt ? i t0ppled the whole maggie . and there g0es my yumyum .
6. I FREAKINGLY ADDED ON ANOTHER CRACK ON MY PHONE .
7. I SPOILED MY THUMBDRIVE -_-#

Eeeesh , i needa be m0re FOCUS NOW !

ALWAYS IN A BLUR , TSK .
wanted t0 bl0g b0ut what happen on friday but f0rget it ,
n0t in the mood alr , save it f0r next friday :|