thoughts at the wrongest time

past 7 days have been the most struggling period of my life . 

To those who knew & was present in all ways possible to keep me from breaking apart , I can't thank this minute of you guys enough . & to those I thought we're friends that's actually close enough but only to realize it's actually the total opposite , fuckoff . you don't start opening your lips apart & say things you thought it's right your way but the fact is you knew nothing at all but simply acting as if you know everything bout me . It's disgusting and gross . Have it ever cross your mind that I did not gave you answers amidst of the questions you ask most of the time ? it makes me puke to think by my side I've friends like this to even bother answering those questions  . I'll be back shortly xx