Being a student of nyp wasnt plesent ...
AT ALL
some selfies-wefies-groupies which I tried my best to at least put it in sequence more or less to bring you through till the last part .
alrenative if it gets too bored for you , fuck off .
I've decide , to bail for graduation .
unless I changed my mind last min or otherwise in 10days time . I could have put in more effort for this graduation but I didn't . & I knew I'm gonna miss out pretty much for the last catch up with some of the people that matters . Let's see how it goes .
Through the three years in school , I defined my role in school clear enough , to get past each day . That's it . I didn't pay very much hardwork in what I'm doing the fact I'm in a course I've 0 interest on . Not until when Year2 came by & I decided I couldn't continue like this . But somehow it seems too late to pull that GPA up . Distractions were attracted to me everywhere , or basically my dramas . I just did what was sufficient and relevant to get passable grades and played like crazy on the other hand . And , this is me . I was glad I managed to shun away from all the unhealthy aspects and made it through school .
Friends wise , I've lost a few , gained a few ( I'll do the individual/group dedications some other day or most probly edit it in here ) throughout so I wouldn't say I have a lot of friends in poly because all I need is true friends . I am glad I found a few :-')
Though i'm still feeling really sorreh for what I did the very last page of my last chapter . I wouldn't feel any guilty if it isn't due to involving my friend , & affecting his results . & I couldn't feel any less guilty . So leong if you happen to read this , know that I'm truly sorry & I should've made the right decision back then & not let guilt overwhelm me whenever I thought of graduation .
Ok , finally I'm done with Poly .
What now ?
