Always

This romeo is bleeding

But you can't see his blood

It's nothing but some feelings

That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me

Now I'm drowning in the flood

You see I've always been a fighter

But without you I give up

I can't sing a love song

Like the way it's meant to be

Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore

But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always

And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

I'll be there till the stars don't shine

Till the heavens burst and

The words don't rhyme

And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind

And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind

Are just memories of a different life

Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry

One that made you have to say goodbye

What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair

To touch your lips, to hold you near

When you say your prayers try to understand

I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near

When he says the words you've been needing to hear

I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine

To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always

And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you

I could

If you told me to die for you

I would

Take a look at my face

There's no price I won't pay

To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck

In these loaded dice

But baby if you give me just one more try

We can pack up our old dreams

And our old lives

We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always

And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

I'll be there till the stars don't shine

Till the heavens burst and

The words don't rhyme

And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind

And I'll love you - Always

A thought out of the blue

I hate to admit I'm still thinking of you , missing you .

When were the last time we had a proper conversation w/o ending it with single letters ?

Sometimes when I'm walkin' on the streets , hoping to bump into you & steal a glance at that face I once can't forget .

Yet , when I see you , I just hope I could run away .

those memories huhh

If only all thesee could rewind & pause it there foreverr .

Sighh

Friday's gonna be a Back . To . Workk day after 1 whole week of break .

Carlton seems so boring w/o @POOOPIE 'round now ;-(

Gonna catch up w/ ma two sexy ladies on monday ! & a show of 'The Hunger Games' !

Egggxcited muahahhahahha :D

Cough dosen't seem to heal despite all those countless hrs of sleeep I have alr .

LAO MAO BING againnnn . Big nayy

OhhOhhOhh && , watchhhed Woman In Black w/ Finn a few days backk & it succeeded in freaking me out ok !!! Retail therapy later on with this fellaa ✌

Ok , it's 0144 am & I shouldn't be awakee . Time to s l e e e p my night awayy ~

NIGHTYNIGHTS OWLS ! ☺

Life like this

So many things to say but just dk how so I'll just think it out loud to myself .

Been reading these few days since work is not on my things-to-complete list for the days .

Just lovee days like this . With the weather so cold you can go Brrrrrrr whole day long .

Those old times when one can just sit down , take a book , hum along with some slow musics .

Perrrfectt

Bad March

So . Had a very bad headstart of March . Started of with a movie 'This means war' w Finn . Fucking nice showw okkay ! ✌

Then 'The Devil Inside' w Jb . A reallly bad show . Unless you're really scared of horror or sth , the show might have a kickk to you . If not , Big nono . The ending suckks tt infinity .

Ended the nightt with a very bad moood . Flashbacks indeed .

Don't ask me whyy please , stop fucking asking . How can I possibly tell you when you're the cause of it !? Use some braincells pleaae . Ok , I'm sorry I shouldn't be scolding like this 'cause you have no fucking idea anyways . Stop messing me 'round making me look like a fool . I don't wanna share anymore . Can't I just be selfish for once ?! Can I ! I self-declare a No . In the eyes of others I'm the one interfering . I could get a better guy rightt . Countless times I told myself to stand up strong & forgo of those thoughts . So sorry that I'm so weak I can't do that .

You know those feelings ? When youu have a hundred and one things on your mind that you want to talk 'bout but you decided to backspace everything & erase them off your mind 'cause it didn't seem right to think it out loud rather then keeping it to yourself . Oh yeahh ,I suck sooo muchh .

What exactly do I want . IDk . URGHH

Sighhh it's 1:35am alr . God , please let me catch some peaceful sleeep today .

A mocha ice-blended from Finn def helps a lil' . Best man everr ✌