Life's been a shit hole ever since idk when and it continues that way . I'm struggling in between to live or not every damn day .
I left my workplace that I'm comfortably in and am still mind searching for another job why I said mind searchig cause mentally I'm telling myself I need a job but I'm not doing anything bout it . Currently indulging myself with 16workinghrs/day all in for #Seagames2015 la guys .
In less than a months time I'll be starting school and that kinda suck . I'm not even ready yet . Currently left with 6 days to conclude some answers for some life changing decisions and I haven't gotten a clue on what would I choose yet . Either way it's not gonna be easy and I'm still thinkig .
& tfi , I hope you're happier in wherever you are rn . I hope you feel a tad bit of guilt for abandoning me for your own happiness . Hopefully at least , remember you still have a sister that once rely on you for mental support but you left her hanging there all by herself now
I'm trying . To be alive .
