Something just ain't right w/ what I'm thinking recently .

I just can't get it over & done with with the past .

That sucks alright .
Action speaks louder than words girl .

Manage to catch up w/ ma lovely homies this week .

Steamboat + salted caramel + fatboys + NewYear's eve :B

Oh gosh , miss those crazy times we had in school .

Just ended work not long ago & I've gotta wake up @ 6 tmr .

Time check : 0313 . Mmmhmmm ...

Bye Carlton , see ya in 2012 !
Talkin 'bout 2012 ..............
so not lookin' forward to it AT ALL
Freaking O's results's coming out in 2 weeks or so time .
Fuck it .
2011 has been real bad , can't expect 2012 to be any better .
Esp if the world's really gonna end . LOL

Merry christmas & a Happpy new year everybody .
Knocking out . Xo

FULL W/ WORK

OKKAY HI EVERYONE .

Miss me ? (;

been awhile since I update this webpage .

I've scheduled myself w/ work the whole of this month .

Ok , not whole but pretty much 3/4 .

A boring life out there I know .

I've chose to OT almost everyday firstly 'cause of the transport .

After one whole day @ work the last thing I want to do is to get my ass in bed .

So if I were to work till 11 , I still have to spent 10mins making my way to the MRT , 

20 mins of train ride , 15 mins of walk mback home . 

Dead tired can . 
Secondly 'cause of the supper provided .
Not very yummy but enough to fill our hunger .

& ystd was glass-broking day .

First 1 aunty slipped & broke all the bowls & plates on her hand .

Second Terry accidentally dropped one whole tray of vinegar bottles .

It's his furst day so can't blame him .

Third , plates were broke again during setting up .

Got my fingers pricked because I picked up broken glass w/ my bare hands .

I'm just trying to be of some help okkkay .

Soooo many things I'm missing now .

1st on my list is GONGCHA !!

Miss MacSpicy & fries & subway & KOI green milktea & subway & 鸡扒

 & apple pie & prata & ice cream & many many many more ;(
URGH & I HAVEN'T CATCH <那些年我们一起追的女孩> !!
DAMN IT . SOMEBODY STILL TELL ME HE'D WATCH IT 7x :@
Gonna have to catch it on Funshion againnnn )':

Alright toodles , 

having work @ 6pm later ..

December 2011

Oh nono . it's December .
Really wish time could fly a little slower .
Christmas's coming ~


Many things & wish in my mind . now
Not gonna list out , I'm toooo tired right mow . Just ended work not long ago .
Work @ EARLY 7AM TMR . Omg , earlier than school days .............
Didn't have much proper sleep past few days since it's chalet & work & stuff .
Pretty funn . Did enjoyed myself pretty much ,
feeling so warm sleeping in the arms of <3 despite the freeezin' aircon (:

Pillow fight is a must during chalets !

Being pushed down into the pool w/ my clothes on ........ 

Didn't intend to get drenched 'cause I'm too lazy to bathe again 

& I'm mad FUNGRY that time kayy .

<3 you guys (;

meet up often !

SoMe fun out here

Here I am in NSRCC having 3D2N chalet with loves lying beside me .
The place here is damn shiokk ok !
2 storey bungalow w/ only 6 ppl sharing . Hahahah
Am the only soul that's awake now . Whole house is pitch dark .
Decide to left the room & give a lil' update here through iPhone ,
since the room's pretty coldddddddddd .
0538hr . Down here feeling mad fungry .
Had hop on this idea of mac delivery but no one makes a move so yeah ,
Everyone ended sleeping ._.
Gonna take a short nap since everyone decided on partying while night time .

Apologies for being Mia for some time .
Well , my life after O's is ............
Daily same routine ever since I started working .
Wake up . Eat . Work . Home . Sleep .
Work's been alright . Pretth tiring at times but hehh , $$$$$$$
Made some new friends & kinda crazy workin w/ them .
Those naggy aunties there do brought some laughter to us too ! Haha !
Hadn't seen dad for almost a week .
His off to work when I'm awake & when I'm home , he's asleep ..
Bro's backkk from Bangkokk !

Oh & I did something really embarrassing .
Didn't expect you to found out that piece of paper but you did .
Omg . Those confessions did took me aback but heh ,
too late huhh .....

Pardon me for a wordy post .
Will upload pics once I have the time .
& a update 'bout prom too . It was a total blast man :-)

Alright , slumber time .
Stomach's grumbling :'( if only Mac's around the corner "/

Xo .

Retro Prom

Prom was basically a blast :-)
Everyone was high on the dance floor !
With a handfull of numbers dressing to the theme : Retro .
I wore sth really BLINGGGGG that I got a "Ms Best Dressed" .
Didn't thought of getting before .
Really .
Photos are credit to Jen's cam .
Didn't have time to scan all my polaroids !
Ok , shall stop talkin . Pictures please .

Our mighty Han .

everyone's gonna miss your whistle !

Our dear handsome Prom King Fufu

P/s : check out on facebook ! I'm really tireddddd now ;X

Worklife

Been mia for some times uhh . 

Hahha 'am being kept busy w/ work & stuff . 

Workin' @ Carlton Hotel ! 

 Being a waitress at other school's promday or wedding dinners ain't easy at all .......... 

kinda tiring & tying my hair to a bun and

 wearing a smart suit along w/ a skirt 's def. not my style

 but heh , it's all 'bout the $$$$$$ :B 

Finally got an off for today :-)

& Hellyeah , TOMORROW'S PROMM ! ;D 

Finally all done w/ my RETRO stuff ! 

There goes my $162 ! :O

 Gotta worked 23hrs to earned back this sum of monehh . 

钱不容易赚啊 !!!!!!!

startin' of a new begginning

First day of work !

 WISH ME LUCKKK :-)

O's fuckin' over ! It's SHOWTIME

O's FUCKING OVER . 

PARTY SHOWTIME !
Talk to me 'bout studying now & you'll gonna get slap by me .
HAHAHHAHA

11/11/11

It's all 'bout 11111111111 today ,
A day that'll appear once in a century .
Missed 11/11/11 11:11am/pm #LOL

But well , if making a wish when these no. appears will come true ,
I'll make one too . Though i don't believe in it but it dosen't kill yeah ?
All i really want is to score well for my O's , pretty sure that's a wish most 16rians made .
Wouldn't be surprised if i didn't score well . I'm treating O's as if it's some minor exams .
Doing all the last min revision at the last min .
& when i studied so hard like for chem , the paper turn out bullshit .
Gahh , & human. was a killer too . W/ japan not comin out .
No point complainin' now . All 15papers are over w/ only mcq left on mon .
Oh my hcl paper was 1111/01 & 1111/02 , so i'll score well right ? (;
My register no. for O's was 0078 too , what a coincience to be my fav no.
Anw , At least i tried , not my very best but i tried .
All i want is a L1R5 <20 . So grant my wish , make it my #januarywish .

Life's pretty good i guess .
Attended variety show just now @NYP .
Surprisingly good . Rate it a 7 .
Didn't know TKD could be so awesome for the past 4years of my sec life . Hahahah
I want life to remain at this pace . 
No hurry , no nothing . 'cept the fact my mum's still a total nagg ......


Seeing ppl 'round me one by one found their companion . Where's mine ?

Awwww :')
Can I have a r/s like this too ?

Hmmm , haha nvm , being single isn't that bad tooooo

History killed me .

History killed me literally .

Japan's suppose to have a date w/ me on 081111 @ 8am but apparently he forgotten .

SO THERE GOES MY 25 MARKS 'CAUSE

FASCIST JAPAN DIDN'T CAME OUT FOR SEQ >(

10years of not appearing already .

Barely hope for just a pass in comb. hum _()_ guanyinma bobi ahh !

am having my Hcl paper tmr or rather today in 6hrs time .

Chinese suppose to be a sub that don't have to be bothered but well ,

I did . I really wanna win that ass tmr .

swipe his arrogant off . & for the sake of a better grade in my result slip .

for Chinese being one of my stronger sub .

So , I studied for CHINESE the whole day today . *clap please*

Heh , but Hcl isn't easy at all . Time management was crucial max .

ENDURE .

Wish me luckk alright , ppl .

Time to head my bed . Ciao

Am I brave enough ?

It was easy to be brave in a dream .

In real life , would I be so ?

Or would I quietly disappear ,

as fears has wings ?

happy burfdae ♥

Hey boy , it's your burfdae .

You're finally 15 .

The 15th anniversary from the release of your mum's womb ,

& finally 1 year closer to NC16 . HAHAHAHA

Keep in touch , all the best ,

Have a blast alright :-)

So . Guessed I've completed my to-do-list of the year ?
Not including the papers I've yet to complete of course .
I've made an effort , I kept my promise . By setting alarm & wake myself up just to get that msg through on time , hopin' I would be the furst . But dream on , I'm not .
Yet the replies i got was dunk . What are you trying to tell me ? Making an effort to DIY every single thing on the card myself , when I'm suppose to study for O's . You will never gonna figure I'd hid all the words I wanna say behind that photo . Any idea how it hurts when someone said to me in my face that I'm silly to put everyone's face on it 'xept mine ? Ha , the sad truth always laid within ..
You didn't promised back then , but your effort to fulfil my 2011July wish was peanut . Worse , a late one . WOAH . However I'm that easily contented ..
That's the only one I'd made this year . A great disappointment but welll ...
So many high hopes I'd set for myself , seeing them being burst down by you one by one . An enjoyable thing to do huh ? What else can I do ? Stopping you from texting her when you're with me ? Nahh , I'm kind enough . Kind enough to end myself in this shit . Cool . Those courtship days , a worth of memory (;
All those moments when I'll steal a look at you wondering how you're doing . Moments NEVER last . A theory I'd derive from . Giving one a chance to look back & decide if the person I've picked is the right one . Giving me the cold shoulder was the worst moment I could bear . Thpse hot & cold treatments that even outsiders can't take it . But seriously ? I did it . I get all over it by myself . Your arrogance should have put me off but I felt an attraction to it instead . All this day , I've never stop living in regret . The cause for that fight & stuff . Sorry . For everything of everything ..
Spending late night talkin' , having a chill ride , those days when I'm a target for you to rent out your sorrows & anger , those days when everyone told me to have trust in you , Talk 'bout TRUST huh ? Piece of shit . Lookin' at the ones around me finding themselves a partner to cry on , laugh on ...... memories always flow back then . Jumpin' in glee when your random text came in , re-typing what I should reply over & over again 'cause of your single word replies , always hesitating whether I should give it a try to text you , Yupp . I'll always back up in the end . Not anymore . We haven't talk since that day huh .. Reality is too cruel to give me any chance . Too many . Too many to list out here , neither are that too much . That short period is short enough to have yet amazin' things to happen . Needless to say I'm obviously not havin' any mood to continue this . I'm gonna try , to swipe that heart off your name from ma' phone . The very least I could start from . Not worth lettin' people 'round me worrying for me anymore .
We're quits now . I'm being defeated once again . Wtvr , Love is blind when two hearts bind . But heh , I tried , so it dosen't matter if I'm not a winner ☺ ......... right ?
Hopefully so ..

Alright , time to head back to my slumber .

Nights all .

#Hosehbo

HAHAHAHAH LOL

#HOSEHBO LIVES ON

GUYS WATCH THIS !

He'll annoy the hell outta you

Trip to London

Oh god , I want a boyfriend that can do this .

Total hottie (;

Yipp , That Finn^ is back from Londonnnn .
A surprise when he turn up early mornin' at 9 w/o telling me . That cunt :')
Aww i want to go too . Havetta train my butt for loong flight hrs furst .
A 13hr journey is noo joke 0_0
He didn't feel like walkin' through London in cold toes or do any sight-seeings though there's still sun-rays so he'd spent most of his time at home or in a cafe drinkin' their signature Latte Machiatto ._. how pretty lifeless .

Night life there seeme pretty interesting . Aww

Fyeahdope

FYEAHH I'm left w/ THREEEE papers only ! ;D

History , Hcl , Mcq !

SS came out SriLanka . WAHHAHA .

Though happy that I've studied & it came out ,

i still think i'd scerewd it upside down .

& Dnt's totally ..............

HHAHA nth absorbed much during the 4hr !

Oh well ~

Headed to town after dnt paper ystd w/ the clique to shop for our prom clothes .

Found myself a BLINGBLING one .

OMG soooooooooo excited for prooom !!!!

HAHAHAH . *I smell FREEDOM*

okkay , I shouldn't relax too much 'cause i have to score well for history .

I need my humans ! ;O

& I finally can sleep in early for a day .

MY SLEEEEPP :*

Caught 1111 on 1/11/11 (;

xoxo

IM GOIN 'BONKERS

IM GOIN' BONKERS

IM GONNA KILL THAT ESS IF EVERYTHIN' I STUDIED FOR

THE PAST XXXHRS DOSEN'T COMES OUT !!!!!!

Damn it .

I didn't intend to study for humans that hard but

the thought of me screwin' up my science isn't pleasent at all .

Kinda able to predict my grades after checkin' my answers

on9 at this cheena website .

Seems like my Nov started on a bad note . Hmm

Sort of screwed up all the papers this week .

Man , Demoralizing much ...

Especially the night before my physics paper twitter's trendin'

w/

Adelyn HOSEHBO .

#LOL BODOH PER

You DEFINITELY gonna watch this if you haven't .

Have a good laugh ! ;D

Gahh , time to head ma bed for a 2hr power nap & wake up @ 4 to study .

I've only yet to have Iraq-Kuwait in ma head T_____T

Sacrificed my dnt for ss , it better make the sacrifice worth it .

Am gonna start on dnt only after my ss paper using the 4hr+ break .

HOSEHLIAO .

P/s the above video is being removed . so try this instead !

A pretty good rapper isn't he ?

w/ the slanggggggg

HAHHA

1/11/11 ☺

A lil' post in this wee hour . ☺

0222 : MY PSLE SCORE . #LOL

November is finally here .

The month I'd dreaded the most this year .

Time flies . Really fly .

Was scannin' through the bits & pieces of life & I'm like :

"Wtshit ? It happens during April but it feels like it just happened last week !"

Treasure the time .

It's the start of the most hectic week of 2011 .

The point where all the major papers set in .

So , 1/11/11 : Be a special day in my life & Ace my chem (;

I've done pretty much on Chem this time round .

Ain't gonna lose out to someone in particular .

Haven't started on physics but I know I'm gonna Ace it for once (;

I'm not gonna let Mr Prem down .

In fact , register no.1-9 of class 4D'11 is gonna make a legend this time round .

( we , register 1-9 girls have been failing throughout ;X )

We're gonna Distinction for science . YES WE ARE

Let me have a good grade , please .

ENDURE

& I'm gonna be a real goner if i still don't start on POA .

Skipping POA paper actually came across my mind . LIKE SERIOUSLY ?

I know it's the most stupidest thing to drop POA or fail it .

But I seriously have 0% of confidence for it right now .

Even T,P/L a/cs ...

Haiyoyo , why ain't I born w/ a smart brain ?

* though I'm genius enough * HIAKHIAKHIAK ;D

GOODLUCKK EVERYONEE ! *fistbump* :*

Its Halloween & im stuck w/ books

I WANT THIS ! Sooooooooooo chio !

$$$ come to me );

& that brings me to the fact that i've spent away the $$ for prom clothes .......

This look cool , yeah ?

It's Halloweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen

Hmph , it's freakin' halloween tmr & i can't celebrate .
Ok correction , I AM celebrating ,

w/ ma lovely books keeping me accompany & half my braincells killed . Damn it .

Lookin' at the pictures of USS Halloween night & i can't go -.-"
Look so freakinnnn cooooool T______T *bang head*


Even CSCC got a halloween night event ........
Urgh , gotta be back to my books .
This week is really a hectic week .
All the science + POA + SS + DNT papers ...........
I'm a goner man ... no joke .


Hey there , thanks for the jar of ermm , luck ? & the letter .
Appreciated .

4hrs time & i'll be sitting in the chillin' hall for ma maths paper .

Please , let me scrore well . I've practice hard enough .

No more careless mistakes eh !

Calculator , please don't die on me . Pretty please .

Vector's still alien to me . Wayy alien . What does magnitude & stuff got to do with maths ? Oh well .

Hopefully i won't fall asleep . Turn in at 4ystd w/ a mere 3hrs of sleep .

Went for a ride w/ that pig .

Depending on a cup of Starbucks mocha now so i won't doze off .

Ok , vectors time .

Wishh me luck alright :')

Boy , imy

0432am .
I'm suppose to be sleeping in my comfy bed , but i ain't .
The Pop's not in so i kinda decide to ton the night to catch up
w some things that I've missed .
Was watching SunnyGirl & i started bawling .. well , not exactly , but close .
Suddenly the show reminds me of the pathetic lil' past I'd been through .
Boy , I miss you so f*ckin' much .
DON'T ASK ME WHY . I really have no single shit 'bout it .
You are one of those rebellious stubborn ass I've known ,
most prob'll you'll become like this :

Spent this night reading through every single text before I deleted everythin' , the pain . Feel it ? No you don't .

Those courtship days ............

single digit days to O's + Graduation day

Isn't it cool ?
The countdown days 've changed to single digits & I'm still right here .
Well , TOtally not .
Regretted not started studying earlier .
I can't complain now , way tooo late .
Heh , just let me finish this post ;X

Officially graduated from MFSS ystd .
A mixture of feelings .
I'm gonna miss everyone so damnnn bad .
Esp my two annoying lil' gurlfriends and our clique *nothing* :3
This bunch of kiddos sure 've made my secondary sch life an interesting one ☺

The aunty that brings laughter to lvl 4 (;

I'll miss you guys badly ♥
The Bond we'd form throughout this 2years , the fun we had .
*3D'10 4D'11* never fails to be the class that most of the tcrs named as the nonsense class / the naughty class . We'll simply randomly lock someone out of dha class & a water fight will always happen out of the blue . Like this :
Little quarrels will occur where all the sensored words will be heard . Callin' each other names lik Fattychua ; stinkyei ; D'slowesst ; angrybird ; StevenLim ; puikia etcetc .
It may gets annoying at times but hey ! we've plenty of fun . It's a thin' we'll never able to experience again .
Time flies sooooooooooooooo bloody fast . The next thing we know , we're all sittin' for O's in a few days time . Not very pleasent to hear huh ?
Guys , prove everyone out there wrong alright !*fistbumps*
We're a class that shine .
As brightly as our 3D'10 class tee (;


As well as these cca clique mates (;

Cca will never be any better without you guys .
Especially the times at Taiwan . ♥ you guys

Okkay quick update alright .
So , it's finally October ? HmmHmmHmm ..
Happy Belated Children's Day ! (;
To think 'bout the times during primary school ,
we'll get loads of sweeets & gifts during this awesome day . Now ? )':

Hmph ! I wouldn't wish for an awesome month like i used to anymore .
'cause this month ain't no joke .
I have to be a total nerd & study for my O's . HAVE .
It's officially 21days or to be scarier , 3 Fucking weeks to tug-O-war .
Jeeez . But that's not the point . My point is ...................
*coughs* any idea how much i get for L1R5 for prelims ? *coughs*
It's freaking a 38 . Yes , no joke , it's 38 . Whooooosh
What a smart-ass I am huh ?
Like seriously , how to buck up to cut off 20+ points ?
It's really not gonna be easy but i have no choice uhh !
Hai .... What to do ........
To all 16yrs old sitting for O's out there , CHIONG man ! CHIONG !!!!
& gooodluck to all taking N's !

& btw , watch "3idiots" if you haven't !
Total awesome bollywood show .
I'll rate it a 10/10 .

I ain't doing well

I ain't doing well . AT ALL .
Time have been passing in a swirl & everything's rushing .
I have to keep up the pace . Tug-O-war 's in 34days time .
I've been counting down since 100+ days -> 70+ days -> 50+days -> now .
But what exactly have I achieved/produced/absorbed !?
Prelims results so far are all dick-shits .
& I'm being listed under the Bad Debts category for POA .
What a bore , yeah . I know .
The feelings hurt . I've been expected to fail POA but when you hear your teacher saying you as though you don't stand a place in class just sucks to the 18layers of hell alright .
I did put in effort . Just hat its way beyond expectations yeah ?
How am i suppose to transfer all the subjects content into knowledge which will be stuck into my brain !? Oh hell , I've no single idea at all .
I wanted to study . But the need to sleep just always sleeps in .
Everyone or mostly , took a bath to stay awake . I can't .
Whenever i took a bath , I'll be in my dreamland in less than an hour .
More Bullshits results tomorrow .
Seriously ...............................

HOTTIES

ZAYN MALIK <3
Gorgeous , they're such a hottie ;3
Can I have a bf that's like them ? ;P

Dear Brendan

Hi B .
How can we help you to change ?
Do you know how many criticisms & shits you're receiving from those brothers that are in your mind ? Those friends that are around you ?
Are you aware of it ? I just don't know how to say out/tell you .
You have to change before your haters continue rapidly increasing .
Just be back to yourself alright ?
It just sucks to see you being a 'Beng' every time in tuition or school .
You don't want to be isolated , do you ?
I tried to stop you but sometimes your actions & words are just too much for me to give a damn shit 'bout you anymore .
Give yourself a chance , Please change .
Be the Brendan everyone once love to be friends with ..
Guys are worse than Girls in bitch-ing . They are just perfectly in disguise huh ?

Two more days to prelim end

Oh Heaven , two more days to prelim end .
Go , Sinyei . You can survive through .

Happy Teachers Day ☺

To all teachers : Happy Teacher's Day ! ☺

Mr Gad , Please be kind to 4D & don't set the prelim papers too hard "/
hope you like the Liverpool Jersey ! Though it can't fit you ;X
Mr Prem , Please stop torturing us .
Mr Fam , Thank you for your patience . I'll B maths this time round ok .
Mr Raj & Mrs Eugenia Tan , I've no idea how to Ace Humanities at all .
MR Tan Kok Meng , Thanks you for extending the deadline over & over again .
HAHAHAHAHHA . Thanks for helping us out in our coursework .

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Okkay , the list goes on .
I've so many to thank but my laziness fail me .
So yeah .
Oh , if any teacher don't allow you to go toilet after recess or whatsoever ,
tell them this :

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
ByeBye.

Goodbye August , Hello September

Goodbye August , Hello September .
Goodbye SR Nathan , Hello Tony Tan .

Prelims are down with Practical , English , SS , POA paper 2 .
I really have no idea why POApaper2 have to be on this week .
'cause i have no time to study at all &
that means my POA went down the drain .
& that sucks . I should be scoring well for POA .............
I'm gonna study well study hard for this one week of holiday .
8 more papers to go .
YES , I CAN DO IT ☺

Grandparents out in S'pore for a week .
Pros & Cons .
Grandfather's gonna coook superr delicious food for us , BUT , OILY SHIT .
There's gonna be naggings from them when mum tell them 'bout our every single misdeeds . Like mother , like daughter ..
Two weeks of break , excluding the two days next week .
Gonna focus on studying maths & Science . At least a B please .
Havent set my target , shall see how i score for Prelims furst then ..
Screwed up POA Paper 2 real bad "/ ......

I wonder , how long will this time round last .... ?

I'm hating you real bad now , Gurl .
Stop bitchin' around , sometimes you deserve what you should be deserved .