Last day of july

It's gonna be august in 7hrs time .
Look at how fast time can fly , seriously .

& have i really started studying ?.........NO .
Shit me . Yeah , i've been counting down , so ?
I'm not even trying .................

just a post

I'VE BEEN STUDYING PEOPLE ! NO JOKE .
Hehehehhe PERIOD .
My weekends have been packed like shit this 2 weeks .
URGH . Didnt produce much during night class too .
Whatheshit right ? I know .
What we do during the night ? We venture 'round the school .
Even the rooftop . Cooliozzxcc .
Glad that now there's OJF walking the same way with me ,
no longer have to walk the alley filled with cats alone .
Especially the 7th month is coming in two days .
BLACK CATS ...................... erm ................

2011 burfdae

01:30 . What a great timing .
Today , is my burfdae , & it has pass for an hour , im suppose to be happy yea ?
ITS MY BIG DAY YO ! But , im not .
Just cried my heart out a few moments ago , couldnt stand why why why why why cant my family have peace .& now my earlobe's bleeding & swollen .
I got a slap from that woman in the house & it sent my earing "slice" through the earlobe causing the swellin . Cool huh ?
I cant sleeep now , simply couldnt hide the great dissapointment that i really dosent matter to you ........... Oh well , all along it has been me anw .
Studying POA for the test tmr & it semi got into my brain . HOPEFULLY
Btw , its Zhijian's burfdae as well .
Gonna celebrate w class @ SeoulGarden after my SS supp -.-
Please let me enjoy myself & dont let my emotions come crashing down .

Xiao gu's wedding

My xiao gu's wedding was held @ Pulai Springs Resort in JB .
Effing pretty place please . Im in love with the place !
Woke up super early to set our journey to msia & thr's a great 2hrs jam -.-



It's a place for golfing as well (:


Night scenery of the pool , chio right !!



Awwww so sweeeet ! (;












Grandma


Grandpa


Sweet old couple (;

Oh , & grandma didnt attend the wedding .
She was hospitallized & couldnt walk for 3 months !
She fell down & broke her spine ):
& I being a unfilial grandaughter simply do no have the time to visit her .
Sucks to be me .

An angry man is a hungry man

Bull shits .
Whats the time now ? indefinite
There's tears ready to drop out at the edge of my eyes ,
but the fire witin me burns it dry before it falls out .
The distant gap between me & my dad could be seen drifting . Further & further .
I've never expected that though . As for my mum , there's only silence btwn us .
Cool though , but the restrictions for me are not gone . Wtshit .
" Mistreated , Misplaced , Misunderstood "
I dont get why must they think of me as such a dirty child ?
Like hello ? they're my parents !
I mean all those misdeeds i did was long in the past , forgo please , wont they ?
I've been out spending my midnight away a few times with friends or supper or whatever i could think of & surprisingly , no one even bother .
Great dissapointments but hehh , maybe this could be better .
Oh , & i've been utterly silly all along .
I dont like to argue & that leds me to getting contented easily .
But the lacking of trust for the people around me makes me
put a shield in-between me & them .
Im tired of struggling .
I no longer care 'bout how you think of me anymore .
Go , go find someone you might find happiness with & recieve my blessings .
Jealousy kill , you left her not because hatred had risen within you
but because of being jealous . You could never forgotten 'bout this fact .
Could you ? You know the best , but you wouldnt admit .
Guess i wont admit 'bout my own little secret too then .
The small little wish that i had could never come true again .
Yeah , talk 'bout miracles ? Piece of shit .
#ibelieveinmiracles - true , back then when im oh-so-too naive .
As the days went by , i realise ,
Just how many do the miracles we'd wish for came true before ?
Probability of 1 in a million yeah ?
& i start to think , miracles isnt that amazing ..
Miracles DO come true , but they came & , at most a fortnight , they're gone .
How great life is huh ? Tchh .

School sucks . It makes me have loads and tonnes of homeworks ,
Dark citcles below my eyes , lack of sleep , looks lik a slut .
Every monday was the worse out of the worse throughout the whole week .
I have lessons All The Way from 07:25 till 20:00 without merely a 15mins break .
Crappy bullshit . & by the time night class ends , it means the night had alteady fall .
I hate walking the dark streets . & there's usually so little people walking there ,
That's fine with me , what i hated most was there never fail to be cats all over waiting to scare the ftight outta me .
Pffft . How i wish i really DO have a car like Bumblebee always there for me ,
Or a driver always there for me , or someone who walks the same way as me could accompany , blahblah .....
All the plain wishes .
Haish im lazy to type . Theres so many halfway posts being saved as draft . Im such a lazybum .
Just a short post here , my hws are waiting for me . #turnoff

"Choose who you love & love who you choose .."
Ladies & gentlemen , boys & gurls out there .
Get this , & stop going around with those puppy love & leaving the other party upset down there .
Love is not something to play around with yea ?

"The Tryst"

Omg my weekend have been busy enough & yet
today we have to attend this play @ esplanade named "The Tryst" .
Everyone is compulsory to choose out of a choice of 3 . so we chosen that .
The tittle and description and everything sounded perfect like a romance play or sth .
But ! My tian , its really really a waste of time ! Seriously -.-
Its a MUSIC play by 3 ppl consisting of a violinist . A pianist & a singer .
The music was horrible terrible vegetable . Ding Ding Dong @.@
They must be honoured theres actually people attending .
Bet everyone feels cheated . Which i seriously do .
The urge of walking out the hall after their furst piece .
Theres this guy beside me practically sleeping throughout the concert . Lmao

Sums up : waste of my time on a sun night . Waste of my $$$ !

*some pictures grabbed from Jen*

dinner w 2 annoying orange

The Popiah is heaven !

Long time since i spent time with this two annoying freaks !
HAHA! Spent the time out dinner like finally 3 of us being free at the same time .
The life without parents & only the three of us made us smell Freedom !:B
They can really be annoying at times but the company of them & their
nonsense sometimes do cheer me up yo ! ☺

PIstanthrophobia

Tigress & dad went back to msia today .
Leaving the 3 never get-along-well-tgt us @ home .
Am toning the night away ! ;D
Gonna have supper ltr with Jen @ mac .
Great , FAT DIE ME . Btw , i grew TALLER BY 2CM - FINALLLY HOR !
HAHAHAH bad news is ................ my weight is horrible ><
Wayyyyyy horrible . gonna start on diet man , and guess the very furst thing
i have to do is NO MORE supper like what im gonna have ltr ;X
Though we're gonna have a long weekend but thinking of
the amountt of work have to complete , Dnt journal i have to finish touch up ,
Tuition hw i have to complete , the revisions i got to start ......
OMG , BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT . No fair , i couldnt taste any food due to flu .
couldnt smell anything either ........ I really wonder why why why why
i arent healing from cough . Been like what , 1month ++ already !
Ive been drinking all those coughing tea , chinese medicine blah .
Still no sign of healing T.T
Hai , #turnoff .


Im currently having this phobia .
Yes trust . the mean side of human mankind makes me lost the trust in ppl .
Those backstabbers , liars , bitches out there -
Give a thought for yourself , no one will trust you with all those acts
you guys are putting on . Tolong uhh ..

hello july

Hi July .
The arrival of you means the start of my weekly tests ,
Start of the loads of assignments ,
Start of all my supp classes till like 4pm daily ,
Start of night classes ,
1 month nearer to prelims ,
1 month nearer to 0's -----------------
• some of the major things that's gonna be happening .

Well , i just hope it'll turn out good .
Please allow myself to stay focus , heal from my cough ,
get rid of my flu , AT LEAST pass all my tests , grow taller ,
No more useless thoughts etccccc.
Esp now for-good-oh-gracious-sake the feeling that i've been geting over with , is back . Urghh , crapp .
Gotta. Start study . PRODUCTIVE ones (wonder when i'll be able to achieve) "/
Hang on there man , get it over and done with !