shut up for a day

Wishin' so much for my dad & mum to shut up on braggin' endlessly 'bout how well or good their friend's children did for their exam on me . Fuckk . Come on , it's only the fuckin' 2^nd week of sch & they're pressin things on me . The Tigress always goes wild whenever her period came , God . Like the whole family have to experience a tornado on a monthly-basis . Can't stand those naggin & naggin goin' on & on. Givin' an attempt to dismiss those daily dose of nagging from the tigress as hogwash . Forever feelin' so left out in this family . I'm jealous of every single one out there that've got a proper happy family to talk to , to shoppin' with , to play with , to spent time with , to have dinner tgt with , to laugh & share jokes with , to tell secrets with , the list goes on & on & on & on . I know I should be satisfied to have a Father & mother . Please , wanna give a try & change with me for a month ? It'll get you crazy it less than a week , then you'll realise all these shit I've been goin' through silently , patiently ever since my that fuckin' sis arrive . How bias can one get omg . So spare a thought for me , my life ain't as easy as happy as you'll seem . I hate people 'round me to be arguing , to be sad , to be angry blahblahblah . I love to smile , to laugh , but I can only squeeze a fake smile when I'm at home . the tension in the house is scary . Eeesh , too distraught to elaborate further . Too tired .

When it all comes down to a lazy thursday

Yeah , I lose you . Can't lose another anymore .

 Finn's always-must-have-combi-with-him .
like he will die if he forgotten .

Are ya' lips that sexy , ladies ? (;

I want this . Heeee

Bubble Bubble Fly High High

Never fail to play this back in the kampung days , indeed #childhoodmemories

@Breeeeendaaaaan @junyanggggg

@managertann

^^Finally saw these familiar faces at scl ystd .

Know how happy I was ? 

Finally see someone that recognize you , know you , laugh with you ........ 

Then head for a movie of ' The Lucky One ' with them  ( Besides the fact that Zac Efron's a total hotttie , shall rate the show a 7 . Better than The Vow ! ) , then supper at 24/7 S11 @AMK with Finn . Pretty much sums  up my day ystd . 

Decided on a stay-home-Thursday today . Kinda' think it ain't a very good idea to have no school on Thursday . & I just know it's only my class from my course thatt don't need to come sch every Thurs . 

So made beancurd for the family sadly it failed . toooo Hard lahhh )-; 

I'm missin' Rochor beancurd !!

Cheers to the 2nd week of school .

Cheers to the 2^nd week of schoool . Cheers to the next step .

^{Focus more in class , get every bad shots behind .}

Say Hi . Her name is Siying surname Tan . Exactly the name of my sister .

But obviously they got a total diff character . 

#Foreverdistractedinclass . 

All I did was pluck in my ☊ & watch my showss/movies ;B

HAHAHAHA , can't blame me , it's super boring programming class ok !

SoonXiaoPoh 's art piece dead knoted on my wrist . Refusin' to let me remove .

Never fail to laugh every time 'round him .

Thank you ma' very handsome eye candy ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ 

NYP's most delics food I found . WAFFLE HOTDOGS !!!!
Sellin' at $1 . Cheap & Nomz !! 

& BINGO ! MY ROBOCODE IS UPPP ! ^^
 LIKE A BOSS
 ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
' Build the best , destroy the rest ! '
Havetta start learnin' building my perfectt robot to 
beat the others down during the competition !

Morning sunday

They make me laugh , make me cry , make me piss , make me smile , make me wanna slap them . We quarrel , we'd ups & downs ,but at times we need the existence of each other to cheer us up , to give us the support we need . It's those mini quarrels that got us closer day by day . Though I wasn't close to them as before anymore , but the blood in us tells me we'll always be link with each other , I'll always need them , I'll always have them till the day we parted .

So glad I'm over & done with Furst week of school .  ¯\(ツ)/¯

It's a Sunday morning but le is tryin' berreh hard to complete my programmings hw &
downloading those software which this lousy Acer is takin' such a nong nong time .
Back to school tmr , a step closer to death , you can smell it y'know .
Hopefully I'm no longer always the last for class for lectures anymore . _/\_

& Le classmates will be more friendlyyyyyyyyy .
Need some focusing nowzxc to get this Robocode goin' .
Ciao guys .

 你不知道我为什么离开你

我解释不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地

在心里惊醒

你不知道我为什么很下心

可现在你看不见的高空里

多的是 你不知道的事

Maybe I am , or maybe I did .

Hopefully I didn't took someone else as a substitute of you .

Poly life sup

Second day of school has ended & things aren't good .

I'm missing sec scl life soo much , those pile of lecture & lab notes are making my head spin 'round & 'round . there's nothing that's looks familiar at all . Tryin' so damn hard to press myself to stay awake in lectures , esp days like tmr , whole bloody 6hrs of lecture . & it seems I'm the only one sleepin . Feel so demoralized when I have to tried a feww times before I succeed in Programming while others just needed twice . So awkward that I'm always the one late for classes & etc. resulting of getting a bad seat for my entire sem . Such a strong urge for me to skip school but I know I can't . I need a freaking average of 85% for my assessments & projects so I can secure at least a 3.5 in GPA for a uni seat . It feeels so damn hard , Bryan was tellin' me I can't make it if I continue to slack like this , I'm not kay . & that tigress dosen't help much to give some slightest support to her daughter either . Fine . I'll proof you wrong this time . Just you wait . Lessons are starting as early as 8 am & latest was probably 10am only . But TGIT , I have no school on Thurs , OMG . Please , let me survive this sem , those shifting of classes & separating from my class makes me feel so alone . There's even a class where I;m the only girl . Why can't we just stay together in our class so we can get bonded instead of all these shifting 'round . So drained & tired rightt now . Peace out guys .

I FUCKIN' HATE SCHOOOL RIGHT NOW .
Tell me how to survive school life , sombodeh tell me .
My course is split into 10 class w/ 20peeps each .
& awfully my class 've got 50% cheenas . Oh well , I'm fine with that .
NO hot guys , awful enough .
& I really appreciate my mentor who's trying his very very best to
crack some jokes & make us laugh , but tooo bad he failed .
Gonna spent 1 yrs with these people . Yayy or Nayy idkk .
Orientation's waste of complete time . PFFFFT 'esp campus tour .
NYP not that small kayy .
Our group leader dosen't know how to bond us so throughout the whole time whole day ,
there's this awkward silence hanin' up there :
Decided to skipped maths class ystd but guilt toook over me so I decided to went today ,
thinkin' it might help me a lil' & I totally regretted omg .
The lecturer was ....................................
& 7hrs long of lecture who won't end up sleeping you tell me .
I can imagine school as hell nowzxc . Oh gawd .....
A school I dislike , A course I've no interest , A class so boring , ............
Can't bare to thinkk how entertaining my school life will be in 5 days time .

Say HI to April

Say HI to April babies .

Not a very good thing to know for those who still wanna enjoy their holidays .

I really hope school will be fine w/o all my friends 'round me .

Bet I'm gonna miss them dearlyy ;'-(

Let me find somebodeh likke @Defattycon & @POOOPIE pretty pleaseee .

NYP , y'know what to do .