Saturday, February 12, 2011

love♥

its 12 am NOW ! was feelinggg super duper tiredd and back still aching mad
fr0m dhe sprain after school. but i just cant sleeeep ! so decided t0 bl0gg .
was having al0t 0f thinkingg , all dayy l0ngg , all night l0ngg .
im waitingg and waiting and waitingg ...
RAWRRRRR ! im actually feelingg less-three-ed N0w ! F0r an assholee ! ><
all i can d0 now was w0nder h0w in the w0rld i'd ever fallen f0r an asshole .
being in l0ve with a guy lik him was with0ut a d0ubt the strangest thing i'd ever been thr0ugh .
N0t 0nly was he a guy that i'd never th0ught ab0ut bef0re this year ,
but there was sth different in the wh0le wayy myy feelingg f0r him had unf0lded .
its been infatuati0n at furst , yet s0meh0w it'd turn t0 l0ve .
the pr0blem was , i still d0n't kn0w h0w t0 deal with thiss
up andd d0wnn feeliong !
W0ndering , h0w all this had happen , i'll call it a miracle i guess , that i've met him .
2 M0re days left , deep d0wn i kn0e it w0nt came thr0ugh , but i still believed in miracle .
after M0nday , i'm n0t g0ing t0 b0ther anythingg anym0re . If i d0 , it'll just hurt me M0re .
♥ is always patient and kind . it is never jeal0us .
♥ is never b0astful 0r c0nceited . it is never rude 0r selfishh .
it d0es n0t take 0ffense and is n0t resentfull .
♥ takes no pleasure in 0ther people's sins , but delights in the truth .
it is always ready t0 excuse , t0 trust , t0 h0pe and t0 endure whatever c0mes .

grabb this fr0m a B0okk , a sweet and nice verse yeahh ?

sorrry mum , dad , bro , sis : i'd likk t0 be al0ne .
St0p calling me d0ing this and thatt , im veryyy tired .
Y0u guys d0sent appreciate the things i've d0ne . wait till one day when im g0ne , y0u guys will then realise h0w much i've d0ne f0r this h0me , h0w much fun & laughter i've bring t0 this h0me ..