rubbish thoughts

sometimes on days like this i wish you could be by my side or at least ask a simple question like how did my day went because i don't feel fine at all and i feel so weird being alone tgt with my sis bf and i've got so much to say and vent it out before going to bed but no girl, i can't be this selfish and disrupt others focusness because they have better things to do then hear your rubbish rantings and your boring bad day and thoughts . waves and waves of emotions suddenly tonight i kennot fuck the period fuck the emptiness lingering in the house fuck feeling so attached to you fuck everything fuck everyone . so tired so drained so worn out and i shall do it the old way and sleep it off till the next time such emotions hit me . it'll be ok girl , it's not the first time i can do this .