I ain't doing well

I ain't doing well . AT ALL .
Time have been passing in a swirl & everything's rushing .
I have to keep up the pace . Tug-O-war 's in 34days time .
I've been counting down since 100+ days -> 70+ days -> 50+days -> now .
But what exactly have I achieved/produced/absorbed !?
Prelims results so far are all dick-shits .
& I'm being listed under the Bad Debts category for POA .
What a bore , yeah . I know .
The feelings hurt . I've been expected to fail POA but when you hear your teacher saying you as though you don't stand a place in class just sucks to the 18layers of hell alright .
I did put in effort . Just hat its way beyond expectations yeah ?
How am i suppose to transfer all the subjects content into knowledge which will be stuck into my brain !? Oh hell , I've no single idea at all .
I wanted to study . But the need to sleep just always sleeps in .
Everyone or mostly , took a bath to stay awake . I can't .
Whenever i took a bath , I'll be in my dreamland in less than an hour .
More Bullshits results tomorrow .
Seriously ...............................