Longing for

I've forgotten your face in the rains of June . 

I've forgotten your voice , I've moved on , I don't want to remember . 

But somehow , I still want to . 

I wish I could have one more night to stay up to , to listen to your voice , 

you crying , you laughing , you reading to me . 

You won't be here this July . You alr wasn't here last July , last last July .

 I won't be getting to celebrate either , since my wish & wishes will never came true . 

I found a new guy , I got ditched the next , you found a new gurl I hoped . 

They are smart enough to block all the off days for themselves . The world is cruel . 

It' s a lazy sunny morn' . It should be a damn cold night over there . 

How are you ?

I was hopin' , but then I realized that I was holding on to something
that didn't exist anymore . 

That the person I missed didn't exist anymore 2 years ago . 

People change . The things we like and dislike change . 

And we can wish they wouldn't all day long , but that never works . 

Matter of fact they are there .