So nobody bothered to tell me the grandpops are out in Spore not for a holiday but 'cause ahma's condition's worsening & she have to see a kidney specialist . Seriously , am I that insignificant . Those hospitality bills are a huge bomb . Have to head back to work despite the fact I don't want to . A kidney transfer is urgent .. but who . Wonder if I should sign those papers w/o any consent & donate mine . sadly underage problem comes in the way . Can't possibly let ma pops do it , guilt will engulf me . neither will they let my bro since they dote on him so god them fucking much & obviously def not the sis . How now how . Days are numbered . The streak of never-attend-any-relative's-funeral is at risk of a foul .
Don't think I'll ever get a chance to study uni . mooolah$$$ will never be enough even if it's on loan , I still don't think it's a yes to my doubt . The sis have yet to even reach secondary , burden . Unless miracle happen to my brain & I get like GPA4 all the way which is currently such a faraway dream that can't be fulfilled .
I'm breakin'
down
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