Sunday, July 08, 2012

Poly wk 12

So here goes my Poly week 12 .


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( @purpledidino )


Thank god so much ahma's finally discharge ..


most annoyin' bimbo dude ever


lecture buddy-ies



Vampire Wedding



A nothing fanciful Monday > really shag Tuesday > bore to death meaningless lectures wednesday >  a day out w somebody that I use to know X VampireHunter > Skippin' class lab Fridays for some once in a blue moon meet-up drinking session X  FEP > tiring earning $$ Saturday > brokeless beggar stay home chiong assignments Sunday .

This week was far too crazy for me to handle . Things goes wrong Things went in the wrong direction Things I shouldn't be doing I did it all . What 've I turn to oh gawd .
Never came across the idea one day people like me who's so effin scared of pain 'll give permission to those thick needles to create a hole at those sensitive tastebuds but I did or let some aliens drawing on my skin but I did . Yet another move that I've made wrongly that made me lose the presence of somebody for real . So many upsdowns I'm lookin like a goldfish these few days . Cryin to sleep & waking up having weird thoughts up my brain . I mean you went out with somebody & all your partner does throughout was emo-ing all-day-long just cause the past set in & can't even rmbr the promises he'd made . Already very pretty much surprising I manage to survive the whole day . All I can do now is to wait till that past of yours to fade & let things start anew . 
For now , S H O O please .
Rejected that bimbo boy one shot . Girls shouldn't be the ones always bein' rejected yea .
Think I've been hiding too many secrets . Never fail to be amazed at how our heart can continuing thumping after so many unnecessary breakdowns we've made ..
Who am I y do I always have to fake a smile watch my words just cause of afraid to offend somebody or lose somebody or bein' the cause of somebody's unhappiness !?!
 Tired & tired & tired .
I want to explode want to cry it all ..
Finn's comin' back ... Swear he's gonna be so disappointed in me or he alr know alr did like how I'm so disappointed in myself for becomin' to the worse & not viceversa right now ....
Not a good start to July at all fuckk

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