p e r s p e c t i v e
maybe one day things will be different , and maybe one day when things work out , one of us suddenly gives up . things change and change is the only thing constant everytime , we are challenged to change ourselves . you say i need to grow up , and i cannot agree more on this statement . but don't you dare tell me you never behaved as ignorantly as i am during my age . there's more to life i guess . yea you were part of it but i've never respected it cause it don't deserve to be respected . hating you since i understand how to differentiate between a monster & human . & the hatred multiply day by day ever since the spoilt brat is out .
i wake up every morning to nothing but a blank mind and those thoughts jumping in craze . staring into space at a point as though sth miracle will happen there . now i'm over it . i want to run away from all that's stressing me , i want to run away from my problems . idgas to the saying 'you can't run away from your problems' anymore like seriously ? you can't hang in there if it takes forever for a solution don't you . you understand i know . but you refused to change . then it suddenly occurs to me i cannot run from myself & everything's back to diamond 1 . forever i'd say
think the best thing i've ever done for myself was to stay alive , when i wanted to die at point of time so badly .
this hatred i have for you mum , can never be erased fyi . yea haters be hate please
// some people wait forever to have what we had before . but we had it at the first shot . ps imy ..
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